I didn't realize what it was until several months ago,
After being exposed to it, it was hard to let go,
I was addicted,
It was like all the power of drugs put together,
I couldn't let go of it,
I couldn't imagine letting go of it.

And then I had to let go of it,
I had to force myself to let go
As if it was just a memory,
A figment of my imagination,
Something that never happened,
I just wish I could experience it again,
And not have to let go.

What is it?
I can't tell you,
That's a secret you have to find out for yourself.